Great question, so first things first. Have you repented of your sins and fully surrendered your life and accepted Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior?
@David Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost. Acts 2:38 KJV
Great question, so first things first. Have you repented of your sins and fully surrendered your life and accepted Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior?